Philosophy Club today, a problem came up that's really been on my mind a lot lately:
how  much I talk about myself in everything I do.
We didn't discuss it or anything, but I just noticed that everytime we discussed a topic,
no matter what it was from religous prejudice to goddamn anything,
I always ended up talking about myself.
Now I can justify it, saying that I am young and really have no life experience or knowledge outside of myself, so it's understandable that I talked about myself so much,
but it's almost making me feel nautious, like, actually sick, whenever I mention my own name when talking to people.
I have one friend who brings it up a lot, how much I talk about myself, and he always says it in a sort of positive way, like 'good job Tash, you can talk about yourself'
but it's also in a sort of 'look at how self-absorbed you are' way
even if he doesn't mean it that way.
Anyways, I don't know if this ever happens to anyone else,
but I am genuinely sick of myself right now.
Gah.
I am going to post a picture of something completley irrelevant so when I look at this post in the future I don't have to think about myself and then think about the fact that I talked about myself while talking about how much I hate talking about myself.
Oh my goodness.